Lights to Lights

Dear Family,

I've finally reached a point in my training where things are starting to feel (sort of) routine.  We have not been permitted time to really sit down and write, but when I can, I jot a few lines on this page.

Recruit processing was a blur of stress, fear, and confusion.  The seasoned recruits have mostly been encouraging, informing us that it gets better after the first phase.  I hope they are right.  My body aches and I have not even been here two weeks in.  I will get through this - quitting is not an option.

I do miss you all very much.  When you dropped me off, watching you drive away was very hard for me.  Believe it or not, my favorite part of all this has been the Church Services.  It was there where I first heard the MCRD compared to the Garden of Eden.  I was confused at first, because this feels like hell.  But, I do understand.   In this place, MCRD, you cannot sin.  Everything we do is to strengthen our mind and body.  There are no vices, no guilty pleasures, no semblance of anything sinful. Honestly, right now there also very little to be joyful about.  I live each day chow to chow, lights to lights, and if I just keep focusing on my goal it goes faster.

I love you all very much, please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.


Love,
Tanner